Babies

Cute little babies

Funnier than a blind dog with rabies 

Doing as they please

Crawling on their knees

Diapers filled with disease

Flying to eat it, fleas 

Cause trouble

Two causes double

Playing with their toys

Some girls and some boys

It's amazing how they live

Always willing to give

Life in the moment

Happiness is sent

One day I want a kid

I'll never get rid

Of my baby

Find my love

Hope it's not just a maybe

Jom And Terry

Running from the cat

He's got to be fast

Wise

Tricky

Think as if he were one

A mouse

Small and sneaky

Living on the edge

Reality strikes him

The cat/mouse chase has begun 

Under the table

To the kitchen

Towards the fridge

He wants the cheese

Needs his feed

The cat is just one step behind

Grabbing at his tail

Success

The mouse is in trouble

Needs a game plan to escape

Pokes the cat in the eyes

The cat cries, letting go

The mouse runs to his hole

Safe and secure

He rests in his matchbox 

Still needs some cheese

Writes out his next plan on the chalkboard

Feeling ready to execute 

He goes at it again

The chase goes on

Plan B

The devil asked me to join him

What's the space time continuum

Involved with his plan

I thought I ran, but I didn't

He was just standing there

I lost my brain to the solution

But where did it come from

I think it came from an escalator

But it was found in the city of New york

Where did I go

To the sea of Galaly

Maybe but not very likely

To win a bull in a fight and have no sight

It rains lemon drops in

To a foster home with children

White, yellow and green

Some you have seen 

But not really

Except in space

You'll see their face

It's got to be

Three

Well, I have an idea

Lets count to ten

Run to heaven

Play tag with the devil

But be on God's level

Do you know what I mean

Where I go

Who I know

How I am

When will I leave

To that otherside

Will I have to hide

From God

I'm not following his rod

So, party time

It's all fine

Should Have Spoke Up

Tears ran down his weary face

No place to go

Lost faith in God

Wondering whether to take his life or not

One week has passed and gone

Still, he sits in that same rocking chair

His love has left him in the dust

Wondering, will he ever find love again

Pondering inside his mind

What should he do

All alone, no one's been by for weeks

He just wants a little love and attention

No more tears to cry

He's decided to give up on himself

Grabs the gun and ammo

Goes up to their old room

"I hate you all

I hope you're all in pain when you find out

No one could have saved me

Have fun cleaning up my blood!"

He puts the gun in his mouth

"Fuck this life"

Blows his head off into shatters

His pain finally leaves his body

Friends and family cried when they heard

No one has ever felt the same

His ex-lover never got the chance to tell him

She was pregnant

Emerson's Haunted House

      There is a house on Emerson street.  Everyone in town dares not go to that corner house.  A rumor says this house has had many guessing murders.  Only ghost's are in there, not even a mouse.  The house is dark brown with a black roof that's sagging.  The smell is gagging.  Dead grass that crunches when you step on it.  Pale green window shutters, broken, ragged, tired. 

      Every night at midnight the living room light turns on, but no one is inside.  The ghost's are playing and are never gone.  Music exits the house, sounding like crying ravens in enormous pain.  The feeling of death fill your soul when you walk by.  You feel insane, talking to yourself, saying you'll be ok.

      Hell awaits inside for anyone that enters this haunted house.  Nobody has had enough courage to enter.  One day someone will and they won't come out.  They'll be trapped, FOREVER!

The Rhythms

Mystical beats do their justice

Just another beautiful instance

Recreates the haggard mind

Peace we will find

Rockin tunes bust a beat

Don't hold on to your seat

Many feelings will rush through

Freedom too

Sanity flys far away

Beautiful guitars play

Awha!  You lost it

That's where we fit

Lost in the palace of joy

I'm a happy little boy

Righteous rhythms dude

No need to be rude

The numbness feels so right

Please, don't fight

Ride into the rainy night

Look into the light

Falling to the sky

No reasons why

It's just that

No noise is flat

Come on baby, one more time

Your ears chime

You can see it all

Just get up if you fall

No rhyme or reason

Spring up, it's the season

Never hold back

Fill your life sack

Full of music

It's all sick

Really

Lets go out and play

It's a sunny day

The leaves are bright and green

Lets act like we're thirteen

It smells fresh

We could sit and play chess

The grass is newly cut

We could go hide in a rut

Tag, you're it

The trees are lit

Dogs on leashes

Lets eat cake pieces

Look, there's a plane in the sky

Oh shit we're all going to die

It's crashing down on us

All I can do is cuss

Boom, the airplane hits the ground

Such a big explosion, no bodies were found

What a sad story

It gives me glory

Friends Of Mine

My friends are true

There for me when I need a helping hand

I need my friends, like plants need water

From playing on the playgrounds, to hiking in the mountains

Good times have been created

Smiles, laughs, hugs and much more

Never alone

We party it up

Who has their Rockin Out Insurance

Camping, swimming, sports

They all know I wear short shorts

Which one of you remembers the OPC

They're honest

Tell me when I'm messing up

Huka anyone

All inspire me to be a better person

Seen sights of pure beauty

Epic times at Tanner Park

Frisbee for hours till the sun sets

They'll never leave my side

Understand that I have problems

Catch me when I fall

You guys are absolutely amazing

I'm here for you always and forever

It's an honor to know you all

Lets sit back and listen to some music

Go to Tanner and throw rocks

Why don't you come swimming at my pool

Great times are yet to come

We'll be friends till the end and after

I love you all

Lets make another chapter

Fighting For My Sanity

One verses eight

It was my fate

Fighting

Punches like lightning

They surrounded me

The doctors and cops wouldn't leave me be

I attacked

They climbed on my back

I threw them all like rag dolls

Mess with me in a rage, you got to have some balls

Freaking out

All I could do was fight and shout

He creeped up from behind

A doctor gave me a shot, a tranquillizer kind 

I still fought till it kicked in

This was where their win started to begin

They strapped me down to the bed

I had so much adrenalin in my body and head

I felt like I was dying

To get free, I was trying

I couldn't breathe anymore

1,2,3,4

I woke up somewhere I didn't know

It looked like a mental television show

I asked a nurse where I was at

She said "a psyche ward," I just sat

I was confused why I was in there

Probably cause I acted like an angry bear

It was one of the worst times I've ever had

The psyche ward was bad

I ended up going there one more time

I was suicidal and not fine

I hope to never go there again

Suicidal again, then...

Let Us Be Free Again

Wild children

Running free

Soaring through the trees

Escaping from the bees 

Trying to sting the kids

No success

They're too fast

Having ideas come from no where

They play purely

Their nature is truly magnificent 

Where did we stop this fun

Playing in the sun

We sit inside and mope

Don't know how to cope

It's all in our heads

Let us again be free

Just to let it be

Charming others

Love our fathers and mothers

I want to be the change the world needs

Plant the seeds

Of true life

Kind of sad I still use the knife

It sets me free

In return I'm trapped in my own hell

Not all is well

I just want to be like a kid again

Have fun wherever I've been

All it is, is a choice

Let us hear our voice

Play

Laugh

Love

Use your imagination

Your heart will have inflation

What I'm trying to say

Live your life day by day

Serve others

Play with your brothers

Reach a point of bliss

Sadness you'll never have to miss

Amen to that 

The Fun Palace

I lye on my left 

On the right couch

Up in the sky

Down in Hell

Stuck wherever it is

Trapped

Circles, circles, circles

Now I'm straight forward

The doors of perception open

It's just my turn

In this game that never ends

Did I make the right move

All I did was sit

There was a huge conflict

Should I stay or go

Listen

He will tell me

The answers are inside

Swoosh 

I'm inside the palace

I need a door to get to the other room

Close my eyes

Open them

There it is

I just had to open my eyes

Let myself know something's there

It's your turn now

Let me know how it goes

The Powerful Tiger

There was a tiger that was vicious

Every kill was judicious

 Running 50 miles an hour

The tiger had superpower 

Tiger was wise

Also precise

Making a plan for killing

The kill is thrilling  

Razor sharp teeth

Rocks are what they hide beneath

9 inch claws

Powerful jaws

Real instincts

Smell very distinct

Power of God's dogs

Not one has bogs

Piercing eyes

No good goodbye

They prey their next victim

Soon to be the prince of the kingdom 

Resting the night before the fight

He had to turn out the light

To recover for the next night

The morning would be a beautiful killing site

Growling

Howling 

Crouching

Scouting

Prey shall come

The plan is done

Kill the weak

Always sneak
ATTACK!

Where Is That Light?

Remember that song called "Kill Me!"

Turn on the light

Turn on your head

With the howling wolf

Beyond death 

Seeing places you've seen before

Where to explore

In the Cerebral Cortex

Maybe the left thyroid

Coming back from reality

Did you leave the light on

Was your head involved

Did you involve the Streets Of Life

Back to the Alleyways Of The mind

Getting it together

Equals one

Here comes the revolution

I'd be disappointed with myself

Get it the fuck together man

The Evening Star rose up

We found the truth

Don't want to be a part of

So we sought for different vision

Blind to the untrained eye

We learned to fly

He helped me see

Brought the light back to my eyes

The smoke in the dreary night blinded me

Now I know

There's a howling wolf

Under the brightest star

Somewhere I once knew

That equals one

It brought me here

A Poem For Cigarrettes

Fill up your lungs with death

You can fill it in every breath

Cancerous chemicals

Soon to be skeletals

Every drag you're loosing minutes

You're body is reaching its limits

Coughing up brown tar

Isn't this bizarre 

Addicted, can't find the power to quit

Not wanting to commit

The nicotine has you by the balls

It's built up its walls

"What is that smell?"

Your breath isn't so well

Fingers turning yellow

Your a real charming fellow

Money you earn

You just burn

Spent it on a pack of smokes

Too big of a drag, chokes 

Also, so good for the teeth

Embarrassed, your lips they're beneath

With smelly breath you say hi

She just says bye

Smoking when you're sick

You're really helping, you dick

Second hand smoke, damn

Sorry man

You aren't just hurting yourselves

Keeping them on our shelves 

Your little brother gets one

Smokes it, now he's done

Why did we ever start

Ruining the family heart

It'll kill us one day

But, I'll smoke one anyway

The Game

She's got colorful rainbow eyelashes 

Passion for fashion

Long skinny legs

Voice that corrupts your thoughtless mind

Relax, she's 20 feet away

I want to give her a good hello

The wind's blowing smoothly through her locks of blond hair

Sun setting

I say hello

"Well hey there"

She spoke

Shivers ran down my spine

I choke, can't get any words out

Laughing 

We smile brightly towards each other

"Can we hangout sometime?"

"If you're lucky!  Here's my digits."

Ahhh! I got so excited

I got red cheeks being so happy

Smiling so big

"Thanks, I'll give you a jingle sometime."

She vanishes 

Never answered one call

Angel Trucks

I'll put my pathetic worries in the sandbox

The children take care of it when they go play with the sand

Burying them down deep

My worries are taken away

I feel free

I hop in the sandbox with the children

Start playing trucks

"Where did you come from?"

"Space children, space."

Looking confused, they say "Cool, want to play?"

I'd love to join your adventure!"

They smile, looking peaceful

A little rain drop exits my eye

Thinking in my head, wondering

How are they so perfect, so free

"Mister, an angel came down from heave and told me he'd always be with me."

The angels are in their eyes, just in disguise

My angel is with me always

He shows me what is true

He led me to the children

Where Is It

Love,
Where is it found?
In a warm coffee shop?
How about in a drag of a cigarette?
Maybe it's art on the crumbly walls?
Or the open sign?
Maybe it's in the hand of an Iranian playing cards?
Or maybe, just maybe it's in our hearts,
Free from seeing this outside world.
I think that's it.
That sounds the most likely to fit.
Lets go back to the start.
Love,
It's found in the heart.
You can share it at a coffee shop while you talk and smoke a cigarette.
The art on the walls is the love people put on a piece of paper.
The open sign welcomes you to it's heart with friendly beings inside.
For the people playing cards,
I think it's just the hearts on the cards themselves.
Well I found a little love tonight.
A coffee shop was the place.
Your question made me question,
Where is the love?