Ya, I Cut Last Night

I’m not proud to say that

But I just sat

In my depression 

And started a session

With the knife

I was hating life

So I needed an escape

The razor rape

My thigh

I knew why

I’m feeling alone

Even with my family at home

I’m different

I’m devil sent

Always fucking up shit

I can’t take a hit

So I shred

My thigh for the blood red

Adrenalin, no more mental pain

I get a physical gain

But it goes away

The last thing I’ll say

Is this

Happiness I miss