Writing feels so good
I know I should
Be asleep
But I want to keep
Writing
Poetry from a kid in a rough time in his life, has bi-polar and writes to help himself out.
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Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Friday, April 8, 2011
Another Friend Is Gone
Another friend just committed suicide
My mind is putting me through a crazy ride
I just want death to stop
But it'll never drop
Others and I will miss you
Now you're gone and out of the blue
It's ok, I understand
I just wish you would have put out your hand
Just know you are loved still
I'll miss you, I really will
Such a beauty
Such a cutie
Rest in peace my friend
I know I'll see you before the end
I know you're in a better place
I'll miss your face
My mind is putting me through a crazy ride
I just want death to stop
But it'll never drop
Others and I will miss you
Now you're gone and out of the blue
It's ok, I understand
I just wish you would have put out your hand
Just know you are loved still
I'll miss you, I really will
Such a beauty
Such a cutie
Rest in peace my friend
I know I'll see you before the end
I know you're in a better place
I'll miss your face
Labels:
Depression,
Friends,
Life
The Coffin Shuts
Lying in a wooden box
Six feet under with dirt and rocks
A mother sits and cries
With his new pair of wings he flies
Looking back down to earth
At his mother who gave him birth
He shutters
Wish he wouldn’t be a part of the cutters
But it happened fast
It was the last
Time he would cut
After the funeral his casket shut
That was the end
Goodbye my friend
Labels:
Depression,
Friends,
Life
Their Wings Are Gone
Angels of God
We need your help
The Devil is corrupting the earth
Fly from the skies
Down to land
Diminish all evil
Transport the hurt ones to the heavens
FUCK!!!!
You have failed your master
Angels wings will be torn off their backs
Nails smashed into their palms
They didn't help
Here's the disaster
The world's gone wrong
Every person shall suffer
Demons come out tonight
Jump the angels
Turn them on their leader
Make God cry sorrowfully
Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha
We have their souls now
Taken away their pride
No more wings from heaven
It's all gone
Rip off their faces
All disgraces
Skeletons from heaven drop to hell
They will never return
Fucking die
Fucking cry
Blood pours out from their backs
We smile with an evil grin
All you who haven't had it
We will, WE WILL find you
We need your help
The Devil is corrupting the earth
Fly from the skies
Down to land
Diminish all evil
Transport the hurt ones to the heavens
FUCK!!!!
You have failed your master
Angels wings will be torn off their backs
Nails smashed into their palms
They didn't help
Here's the disaster
The world's gone wrong
Every person shall suffer
Demons come out tonight
Jump the angels
Turn them on their leader
Make God cry sorrowfully
Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha
We have their souls now
Taken away their pride
No more wings from heaven
It's all gone
Rip off their faces
All disgraces
Skeletons from heaven drop to hell
They will never return
Fucking die
Fucking cry
Blood pours out from their backs
We smile with an evil grin
All you who haven't had it
We will, WE WILL find you
Labels:
Evil
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Sometimes Sleep Is Hard To Find
Can't sleep
Just think
Why, why
Shut up mind
Need to rest
So I don't cry
I close my eyes
Head keeps racing
Frustration created
Body aching terribly
Stomach hungry, rumbling
Too concentrated
Mystical sounds creep in
I like this
Kind of relaxing now
Eyes blinking
Deep breathing
Hit by a comfort plow
Getting sleepy
I think it will happen
Will I finally sleep
Eye's completely closed
Mind has slowed
Not one peep
Dreaming of a good life
Reached my goals
Smile on my face
Sleep is important
Sometimes it takes a while
Like a long race
Monday, April 4, 2011
Raven's Death
Ravens scream
Sheer sight of terror
Death of a friend
Aaaaaahhhhhh!
No, this isn't happening
Feelings of sorrow
Cries of pain
Blood and guts everywhere
Suicide
A loved one lost his mind
No peace is found
Now, no sound
Saturday, April 2, 2011
Kill Me
Reaching out to the stars
Just want to be by myself on Mars
Nobody gets me completely
No one can see exactly how I see
Leave me alone
Don't call my phone
Love is gone and out the door
I can never score
Always show my heart
Always gets hurt with a hot dart
Love for me never comes, just goes
Life really blows
Blows up in my face
Soon to be gone without a trace
What I'd give to be like you
Everything, plus two
So take me out
Don't know what this life's about
So I'll put my head in the sky
Can't wait till the day I die
Till that day
This is what I'll say
Fuck my life and fuck you
Suicide will be my solution that I'll soon do
The Unknown
Some friends can no longer be found
Chased their day
Day of death
Reaping sadness
Lost
Fearing the unknown
Millions have come and gone
For me, not too long
The wind is calling my name
Blowing out my flame
To those who have passed
Much love is sent your way
Chased their day
Day of death
Reaping sadness
Lost
Fearing the unknown
Millions have come and gone
For me, not too long
The wind is calling my name
Blowing out my flame
To those who have passed
Much love is sent your way
Labels:
Depression,
Life,
World
YOU
Relax
It's just one day
Everyone will care if you die
I promise
Life is tough
But you're tougher
Just listen to your music
Write
It makes you feel better
Nothing can stop you
Except you
Friday, April 1, 2011
Motorcycle
Riding on a street to nowhere
The road is winding
On a clear summers day
Tranquility enters my mind
The RPM's are running high
No one's in my path
Wind blowing through my hair
A constant yearning to go faster
Revving my engine
Speeding up
45 degree turns
Chills run down my spine
Feeling so good
I go faster and faster
Nothing can catch me now
The road is winding
On a clear summers day
Tranquility enters my mind
The RPM's are running high
No one's in my path
Wind blowing through my hair
A constant yearning to go faster
Revving my engine
Speeding up
45 degree turns
Chills run down my spine
Feeling so good
I go faster and faster
Nothing can catch me now
Labels:
Good
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