I'm just writing to let it out
I just want to shout out loud
Nothing else helps me right now
I wish God would show me how
To save my dad from cancer
I just want an answer
Why is it happening to such a good man
Our family needs him
He has our plan
The blue print of how we stick together
Always working in the stormy weather
It just sucks
I've been hit by hundreds of trucks
Smashed my brain into pieces
Somebody come rescue me
I can't move
But I have something to prove
I can be there for my dad
Whether it be good or bad
I'm there
I swear
Nothing can compare
To my dad, It's just not fair
It's like a dull knife being shoved in my chest
Being shot without a bullet proof vest
Let this all work out for the best
I just need to get some rest
Please pray for my father
If you don't feel the need
Fuck you, don't even bother
Fuck this
Fuck it
Poetry from a kid in a rough time in his life, has bi-polar and writes to help himself out.
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Monday, January 31, 2011
Friday, January 28, 2011
Banana Sea
Bright yellow banana sailing off to sea,
Monkeys sad hanging from a lanky tree,
Sun rising slowly over the horizon,
White seagulls flying towards the orange sun.
On the banana ship is an old captain frog,
"Arrrg, we be needed to get out of this here misty fog,"
Sailors with their black sea hats,
No one except the captain chats.
The sea is a dark blue green,
It's starting to get mean,
Slamming against the banana, water gets in,
The banana's death is about to begin.
Scattering in fright, the sailors get scared,
Sink or swim? That's what they compared,
"We shall stand firmly with honor and fight!"
Getting as much water out with all their might.
Success! They saved the damn banana!
Getting back to shore, they see Hanna Montana,
Singing gracefully, the town cheers as they arrive,
The sun started setting around five,
There was a massive party that night,
All sleeping now, the last person turns out the light.
Monkeys sad hanging from a lanky tree,
Sun rising slowly over the horizon,
White seagulls flying towards the orange sun.
On the banana ship is an old captain frog,
"Arrrg, we be needed to get out of this here misty fog,"
Sailors with their black sea hats,
No one except the captain chats.
The sea is a dark blue green,
It's starting to get mean,
Slamming against the banana, water gets in,
The banana's death is about to begin.
Scattering in fright, the sailors get scared,
Sink or swim? That's what they compared,
"We shall stand firmly with honor and fight!"
Getting as much water out with all their might.
Success! They saved the damn banana!
Getting back to shore, they see Hanna Montana,
Singing gracefully, the town cheers as they arrive,
The sun started setting around five,
There was a massive party that night,
All sleeping now, the last person turns out the light.
Labels:
Fiction
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
MY HERO
Father, I hope you know I respect you,
Let me know if there is anything I can do,
Our family is one of a kind,
A better dad I wouldn't find.
When I heard the news,
I wanted to be in your shoes,
Take away your aching pain,
Drive it away on the slow train.
Dad, I know we'll always be together,
I know you'll guide me through any rainy weather,
Everyone who has met you speaks of you highly,
Remember you'd draw on my fingernail? A smiley:).
I'm so glad you did scouts with all of us,
Sorry about how much I cuss,
Elk hunting on those frigid, freezing nights,
You always help me with my scary frights.
You have raised great sons and beautiful daughters,
You still have many glorious chapters,
Dad, I hope I'm just like you when I'm older,
Your spirit is like a rock solid boulder.
I know you'll be there on my wedding day,
Ha, you always give me way good pay,
Remember when Tim dropped that metal grate on your head?
Must have hurt, tears I would have shed.
No one on earth is like Jeffrey Neil Smith,
But this man is no myth,
He is real, he is my dad,
I've barely seen this man mad.
My dad has so much love for his family,
He would do anything so he could see,
My brothers and I play our sports,
Even stood by me when I went to the courts.
No one else is better than my father,
Mess with him, me you'll bother,
I'd do anything for this man,
Beat the cancer, I KNOW YOU CAN.
Your family loves you so so much,
You're always there for us, thanks a bunch,
Our family will be together forever,
Have I seen this man give up? NEVER.
Let me know if there is anything I can do,
Our family is one of a kind,
A better dad I wouldn't find.
When I heard the news,
I wanted to be in your shoes,
Take away your aching pain,
Drive it away on the slow train.
Dad, I know we'll always be together,
I know you'll guide me through any rainy weather,
Everyone who has met you speaks of you highly,
Remember you'd draw on my fingernail? A smiley:).
I'm so glad you did scouts with all of us,
Sorry about how much I cuss,
Elk hunting on those frigid, freezing nights,
You always help me with my scary frights.
You have raised great sons and beautiful daughters,
You still have many glorious chapters,
Dad, I hope I'm just like you when I'm older,
Your spirit is like a rock solid boulder.
I know you'll be there on my wedding day,
Ha, you always give me way good pay,
Remember when Tim dropped that metal grate on your head?
Must have hurt, tears I would have shed.
No one on earth is like Jeffrey Neil Smith,
But this man is no myth,
He is real, he is my dad,
I've barely seen this man mad.
My dad has so much love for his family,
He would do anything so he could see,
My brothers and I play our sports,
Even stood by me when I went to the courts.
No one else is better than my father,
Mess with him, me you'll bother,
I'd do anything for this man,
Beat the cancer, I KNOW YOU CAN.
Your family loves you so so much,
You're always there for us, thanks a bunch,
Our family will be together forever,
Have I seen this man give up? NEVER.
Love you dad,
Kenny
Kenny
Labels:
Family
Monday, January 24, 2011
Nonsense
Why is there such hate in this world
Vengeful bombs
Family piercing bullets
Kills from thousands of miles away
I don't know what I'm saying
I can just feel the pain today
Cuts of hatred towards oneself
Gets me thinking
Why did I do it
Tangled up in side winding stairs of mass illusion
Confusing words for absorption
Where did it all end
Or did it just begin
Lost in a trance of romance
In bliss from her kiss
Snug from her hug
I cry
Why
She lied
She hates me
Just acted for a few seconds of fame
I take the blame
Just thoughts erupting from above
I feel like this world needs a little love
I want to change this cruel world
But how
Prince Johnafan
Where are ya headed, Missouri
Why ya in such er hurry
Duuuh, can I help yer some
I promis I ain't dum
I jus lef my thinkin cap at yerlonders capinn
Well there good sir, what do we have for the winner
A trip all around the world
Choose any place
You get to drop the bomb
Just with the touch of your index finger
Bow to your leader
Yes master
What the fuck did you just say
Yes master
Off with his head
Nonsense
That's what this world has come to
Nonsense
Vengeful bombs
Family piercing bullets
Kills from thousands of miles away
I don't know what I'm saying
I can just feel the pain today
Cuts of hatred towards oneself
Gets me thinking
Why did I do it
Tangled up in side winding stairs of mass illusion
Confusing words for absorption
Where did it all end
Or did it just begin
Lost in a trance of romance
In bliss from her kiss
Snug from her hug
I cry
Why
She lied
She hates me
Just acted for a few seconds of fame
I take the blame
Just thoughts erupting from above
I feel like this world needs a little love
I want to change this cruel world
But how
Prince Johnafan
Where are ya headed, Missouri
Why ya in such er hurry
Duuuh, can I help yer some
I promis I ain't dum
I jus lef my thinkin cap at yerlonders capinn
Well there good sir, what do we have for the winner
A trip all around the world
Choose any place
You get to drop the bomb
Just with the touch of your index finger
Bow to your leader
Yes master
What the fuck did you just say
Yes master
Off with his head
Nonsense
That's what this world has come to
Nonsense
Labels:
World
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Clean The World For Loving Us
Falling from the skies
I can see birds with my eyes
Down below is the city of Salt Lake
Beauty is the make
Who was it who created such magnificence
I smell the astonishing fragrance
Like little red roses
That we smell with our noses
This earth is an amazing gift
But we've ruined it quite a bit
Filled it with pollution
Lets figure out a solution
Lets all chip in
Use the rycling bin
Stop littering everywhere
All this trash so we won't have to stare
I love our planet earth
Really it is so worth
Cleaning it would be wonderful
She'd feel good and be beautiful
Come on people
Pick up that trash wrinkle
It's really not that hard
Stop making the world feel barred
Anyways I love you all
My favorite time is Fall
Lets all do our part
All it takes is one person to start
Have a freaking great day
This is the last thing I'll say
Love the world and your neighbor
It's all in your hearts galore
This earth is an amazing gift
But we've ruined it quite a bit
Filled it with pollution
Lets figure out a solution
Lets all chip in
Use the rycling bin
Stop littering everywhere
All this trash so we won't have to stare
I love our planet earth
Really it is so worth
Cleaning it would be wonderful
She'd feel good and be beautiful
Come on people
Pick up that trash wrinkle
It's really not that hard
Stop making the world feel barred
Anyways I love you all
My favorite time is Fall
Lets all do our part
All it takes is one person to start
Have a freaking great day
This is the last thing I'll say
Love the world and your neighbor
It's all in your hearts galore
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